Why can it be so difficult sometimes
To remember my own value?
My OWN value
Not because of my job
My bank account
My body fat %
Or the fact that he does or doesn’t text back
Why do I question myself…
Did I say something stupid?
To make him not like me?
Did I sound insecure?
Did I babble?
Why do I try so hard to “get” people to like me?
Is it because I STILL don’t love myself?
I thought I was better…I’ve been here before.
Little one…I wish you could see yourself as others do…as I do.
As bright as the sun
As warm as love
As precious as life itself.
Crack open your anxious heart
And see the vast love inside
The love that you shine so fearlessly and so willingly on everyone else
Please, I implore you
Shine just a crack of this love on your beautiful self
And feel just a fraction of the love I have for you.
My beautiful child!
Be at peace
You are everything good in this world.